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Sunday, 07 May 2006
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I feel so gross!!!!!!!!!
90 POUNDS, I AM SO FAT!!!
Friday, 05 May 2006
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Currently Listening
Afterglow
By Sarah McLachlan
see relatedthanks for all the comments, girls! that made me feel better this morning. i am so frusterated! everyday it's the same thing - 89 pounds in the morning, 90 at night. i'm so stuck! and i only gained the weight (5 pounds) so i could be more stable and now that i am i don't know how much i like it or how stable i really am. the worst part is, i don't know how i'm going to lose it or when. i have to go in for a colonoscopy soon (we're making the appointment today) so it's not like i want to lose weight just so i can gain it back for that one day. i'm truely trying to accept myself...but i can't. I HATE MYSELF. i'm really depressed lately too. i try to act like i'm not annoyed by things, but i am. it is what it is. i hope you girlies have a great friday and happy cinco de mayo. stay strong...
with much much love - ~*~Kat~*~ XOXO
Tuesday, 02 May 2006
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Currently Listening
The Immaculate Collection
By Madonna
see relatedalright. i think i did pretty good on my final, but i won't know until friday. so far things here are home have been alright. i've been slammed with math homework, so i've been doing that mostly. i went to the mall with my mum today, so that was kinda fun. i'm still kinda depressed, but i'm trying my best to stay positive...well i'm off to go comment you all back. stay strong...
with much much love - ~*~Kat~*~ XOXO
Monday, 01 May 2006
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Tristan and Isolde (Widescreen Edition)
see relatedsorry i don't have much time to update. i have my college spanish final tonight. wish me luck! yesterday i had the baby shower, which went great and my cousin loved it. the only downfall was i had sooo much tres leches cake (and chocolate)! not a good idea for someone who's severly lactose intolerent! lol...but i'm at 90 still, so i suppose it's alright in the end and i don't feel that bad. well i gtg...i'll comment you all back later when i get home, or tomarrow morning. i still have a piano lesson this afternoon and i have to register for dance. stay strong...
with much much love - ~*~Kat~*~ XOXO
Saturday, 29 April 2006
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Currently Listening
Reise, Reise
By Rammstein
see relatedtoday was good, the best day i've had all week long. i hung out with my family and we had friends from montana visiting us. it was wonderful to be around happy people, music playing in the backround, and cooking in the kitchen. it was also fun to watch everyone else eat loaded fajita tacos with rice and beans when i just got to eat chicken! i must go for now. my weight is doing better, considering how much it varies. but after today (the family leaves in the morning) i can get back on track. right now i'm at 90. stay strong, girlies...
with much much love - ~*~Kat~*~ XOXO
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I am 17 years old, already graduated from highschool, and a bio major. Some would say i have or have had an ED, but i tend to disagree. I'm here looking for friends and support :)
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